Is there a fastforward button on the "life" playlist?

Well what keeps my from ending life is to think about what I want to do in the future, I've been where you're at dude and trying to figure out the point of life will suck all the life out of you, JUST LIVE IT. What you have my friend is a Picasso situation in your head, so do I and that is something to be proud of. What I mean like a work from Picasso, your mind/life is a little difficult to navigate through but the fact that that you're alive makes you a piece of timeless art and you are the only person who knows the theme, emotions, and purpose of it(meaning your life) I know a lot of what I'm isn't making sense but try to message me and I'll try to help you.