Im kinda sad looking back at my life so far?

Im 23 I've always been a loner unpopular etc.. I come from very humble beginnings I was made fun of alot in school for being fat and poor couldn't afford name brands I was raised by my mom only up until I was 5 I was molested at the age of of 10 I also have struggled with jobs I've never done drugs I don't drink or smoke im kind to ppl and yet I don't see to catch any breaks I feel I should just give up on life or commit suicide any advice or motivational words fml!